14 Jul No Apologies
For some years now,my life has been revolving around my desires. I’ve lived by instincts. No rules,no set of codes. No regulations. The only standard is maximum fun. I squeeze fun out of everyday,everybody,everything. I amuse myself by making new friends. Throwing out baits to the people around me,I watched and observed how humans are sometimes reduced to the crudest animals. I watch them make excuses for what they are and try to justify their faults and mistakes. I watch people leave my life,return and then leave again. I made excuses for some. Some,I just rule out completely. I placed no standards. No measurement. No presumptions,no expectations. I gave out parts of me. I fell in and out of love with myself. I cried and laugh at the stupidest things. I created all kinds of crazy. I made out with everyone I want. I made up all kinds of silly and stupid stuffs.
But then.. That story is boring,isn’t? This is what actually happened :). I posted my boobs on the internet a number of times,changed boyfriends every now and then, had wild weekends in exotic hotels,spent every penny I got from wherever on shoes,clothes,drinks,friends and family,I blew out candles on bday cakes and got drunk in so many places,had sex in cars,in kitchens ,on a field and so many other places I can’t tell u. Fell in love with coffee and whiskey. Made so many friends and foes that my contact list is fit to burst! And I enjoyed every single minute!! No apologies!
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